Thursday, December 17, 2009

Dear Santa........Help


Dear Santa,
It’s been awhile,
This may take a mile,
Christmas is soon; hope you read this before noon.


Times have changed,
Toys I longer seek,
Barbie dolls I longer desire.
MJ’s concert is not on my list.
Material things...I shall not ask

I seek for happiness beyond my reach.
I ask to find out the unknown that torment my nights.
Help me understand the dreams that can not let me be.
I need answers to questions that have forever gone un answered.

Dear Santa
Allot has happened, since my last letter,
A broken heart, I have natured,
Take away this emptiness I feel,
Let my heart jump at the sound of Christmas carols,
Let them bring laughter instead of tears.

Dear Santa
Mama’s eyes are different; they’ve lost the glow I used to tell about.
Brighten them this Christmas,
I know we all won’t be together,
Kindly let our souls connect as one,
Heal uncle keisy for he’s the pillar that holds it all.

Dear Santa,
Teach me;
How to trust with out doubt,
Endure without anger,
Love without fear,
Smile with my heart and not my teeth,
To accept things I cannot change.

Dear Santa,
Christmas is near,
I’m afraid it might find me sad,
It’s sadness I cannot help,
Heal my wounds,
Take away my guilt.


Dear Santa,
I yearn for the past,
I distaste the present,
I dread the future, share a glimpse of what it may be.

Dear Santa,
Please don’t ask me whether I’ve been good
That’s a question I’m afraid to answer.